Help with my ex?

he has too much power over you. it's a case of i don't want you and i don't want anyone else to have you. if you sit around and wait for him he will have moved on and you will be left out in the cold. get out there and see other people. chances are you will meet someone who will show you some love who will not try to manipulate and control you. don't give him the power to create your destiny. start to shape your own.